| Confusion, Love and StarBucks |
[07 Jul 2006|08:07am] |
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First off I want to show my passion for some good coffee.
As for the confusion there's so much I want to do but it seems as nothing I want is ever capable of being had. That was until I went to Starbucks. See it seems like what Lorna and I want is such a far fetched dream but it's not. In the words of Lily Fox "it's never too late for love." and I'm not about to let this distance or our busy schedules scare me away from the best thing I know I will ever have come my way and that is Lorna. Kris was right when she said everything I do has become about Lorna but that's what love is. When 2 souls are bounded together by an unbreakable force and I think with everything Lorna and I go through and we're still keeping our heads up about it despite the "evidence" then we are infact in love and not just infatuated. Here are some lyrics that remind me of our situation.
" All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, they're all I can see " Snow Patrol- Chasing Cars
" Like two sparrows in a hurricane
Trying to find their way
With a head full of dreams
And faith that can move anything
They've heard it's all uphill
But all they know is how they feel
The world says they'll never make it, love says they will " Tanya Tucker- Two Sparrows in a Hurricane
" Well i won't be younger than today
i've walked amillion miles but i'm still on my way.
What if seven clouds fly over head?
Would seven kisses make us ok again? " The Beautiful Girls- A Million Miles
Lorna I can't tell you who created the first airplane, I can't tell you why God made the earth have water I can't spell supposedly, I'm not the greatest artist in the world. There are a lot of things that I can't do. There are a lot of things I can't answer. But when asked if I love you the only thing I can't do is reply to that with the answer "no" in any way form or shape. I would walk a million miles if it meant I was closer to you and I'm trying but if along the way I stumble or start to break know that not loving you is not an option and that that alone gives me the inspiration to carry on trying. You are what I need to keep going. I love you . Always.
Work in 30 so I better get going. Later gators.
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| Definitions part 2! |
[01 Jul 2006|07:51am] |
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It seems as if yet again someone has proved their ignorance to the basic common used words. The ones of which I speak are as followed:
Job
Friend
Loyalty
Lack
Time
Materialism
Here's the definitions for a refresher course:
1. job1  ( P ) Pronunciation Key (j b)
n.
1. A regular activity performed in exchange for payment, especially as one's trade, occupation, or profession.
2. A position in which one is employed.
3. A. A task that must be done: Washing the windows is not my job.
B. A specified duty or responsibility. See Synonyms at task
4. A. A specific piece of work to be done for a set fee: an expensive repair job.
B. The object to be worked on.
C. Something resulting from or produced by work.
2. friend ( P ) Pronunciation Key (fr nd)
n.
1. A person whom one knows, likes, and trusts
2. A person whom one knows; an acquaintance
3. A person with whom one is allied in a struggle or cause; a comrade.
4. One who supports, sympathizes with, or patronizes a group, cause, or movement: friends of the clean air movement.
3. loy·al·ty ( P ) Pronunciation Key (loi  l-t )
n. pl. loy·al·ties
1. The state or quality of being loyal. See Synonyms at fidelity.
2. A feeling or attitude of devoted attachment and affection. Often used in the plural: My loyalties lie with my family
4. lack ( P ) Pronunciation Key (l k)
n.
1. Deficiency or absence: Lack of funding brought the project to a halt.
2. A particular deficiency or absence: Owing to a lack of supporters, the reforms did not succeed.
5. time ( P ) Pronunciation Key (t m)
n.
1. Periods or a period designated for a given activity
6. materialism ( P ) Pronunciation Key (m-tîr--l z m)
n.
1. The theory or attitude that physical well-being and worldly possessions constitute the greatest good and highest value in life.
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| I will consume your thoughts |
[25 Jun 2006|12:52am] |
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FILL IN THE BLANKS
Dear God,
You have a nice______.
You make me _______.
You should _______.
Someday I will ______.
You + me =________.
If I saw you now I'd __________.
I would build a _______ just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be _________.
Love,
_______________
(P.S. ______________.)
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| Another day closer |
[12 Jun 2006|02:33am] |
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janked from ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.6) jiangyin
Open iTunes/iPod or Windows Media Player to answer the following. Go to your library. Answer, no matter how embarrassing it is.
How many songs? 193
Sort by song title:
First Song: The Jackson 5- ABC
Last Song: The Cranberries- Zombie
Sort by time:
Shortest Song: 1 minute 11 seconds - Hanson- I Don't Think So
Longest Song: 7 minutes 32seconds - Rolling Stones- Can't Always Get What You Want
Sort by album:
First Album: Slightly Stoopid- Acoustic Roots
Last Album: Coldplay- X & Y
Top Five Most Played Songs:
01. Angels and Airwaves - It Hurts
02. Bif Naked - Lucky
03. Ben Folds- Bitches Ain't Shit
04. Gregory and the Hawk- Boats and Birds
05. Spin Doctors- Two Princes
First song that comes up on Shuffle: Admiral Twin- Another Day
How many songs come up when you search for "sex"? 0
How many songs come up when you search for "death"? 0
How many songs come up when you search for "love"? 18
How many songs come up when you search for "you"? 58
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| Joy |
[09 Jun 2006|02:14am] |
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My friends are great :D I love you guys and can't wait for the summer to meet each and every one of yas
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| Drowning in Apathy |
[29 May 2006|02:44am] |
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Why do we just put up with stuff? Why can't I let go? but even more so ...why don't I care?
I'm falling to a place of recognition
You retreat to avoid the pain
I'm breaking free from my condition
You just sit and wait for change
I won't react if you say there's nothing left to save
You're lying when you tell me everything's gonna be okay
Are you desperate for anything?
Chorus:
Run as far and as fast as I know you can
You lost your faith
That's all you had
Leave behind everything you pretend to be
Just let it go
Or you'll never be free
There's nothing left
Only isolation
You're drowning in apathy
Can you even see a simple revelation
And if it hurt would you feel the sting
You're not desperate for anything
Repeat Chorus
Free...
You gotta know I've been there before
(Where you are)
You can't live like this anymore
(Run as far)
Are you desperate for anything?
Repeat Chorus
Free...
Free...
Free...
Will you ever be?
Oh, will you ever be free?
Will you ever be?
Will you ever be free?
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| I am the rain king |
[26 May 2006|02:58pm] |
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because everybody thinks I'm a rain cloud
I crept from a soft dimension
Where one of my souls was lighter
And landed painfully
Into my big chance suit
But I didn't really need it
To stay awake
'Cause this is not my day
And nobody really cares
Anymore anyhow
And nobody called again
'Cause they say that I'm too lazy
to stay alive
Everyday it's another world
With every change of tomorrow
Hung over and hungry to fix it
A miracle cure for my sorrow
With pillows of self-esteem
Alone in a satellite dream
Where I can't forget about a world
Where every beam I choose
is shining alone on you
Shining alone on you
Yeah!
Everyday it's another world
With every change of tomorrow
Hung over and hungry to fix it
A miracle cure for my sorrow
With pillows of self-esteem
Alone in a satellite dream
Where I can't forget about a world
Where every beam I choose
is shining alone on you
Shining alone on you
Yeah!
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Where are you from? A-slut (Tulsa baby)
1. A body of water, smaller than a river, contained within relatively narrow banks? river
2. What the thing you push around the grocery store/supermarket? grocery basket
3. A metal container to carry a meal in? I thought they were plastic?
4. The thing that you cook bacon and eggs in? pan
5. The piece of furniture that seats three people? couch
6. The device on the outside of the house that carries rain off the roof? metal thing
7. The covered area outside a house where people sit in the evening? patio
8. Carbonated, sweetened, non-alcoholic beverages? coke or soda
9. A flat, round breakfast food served with syrup? eggos
10. A long sandwich designed to be a whole meal in itself? a sandwhich lol
11. The piece of clothing worn by men at the beach? board shorts
12. Shoes worn for sports? tennis shoes
13. Putting a room in order? re-decorating
14. A flying insect that glows in the dark? lightning bug
15. The little insect arthropod that curls up into a ball? rollie pollies
16. The children's playground equipment where one kid sits on one side and goes up while the other sits on the other side and goes down? see-saw
17. How do you eat your pizza? with a fork?
18. What's it called when private citizens put up signs and sell their used stuff? garage sale
19. What's the evening meal? lunch
20. The thing under a house where the furnace and perhaps a rec room are? basement
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| These are my God damn credits... |
[13 May 2006|01:18pm] |
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Directions: Open your choice of music player
and put it on shuffle. Press play. For every
question, type the song thats on. When you
go to a new question press the next button.
Fucking right this is stole from rikku_cheerio
Opening credits: Radiohead- Fake Plastic Trees
Waking up: Hanson- I Don't Think So
Average day: Nada Surf- What is your Secret
First date: The Used- Yesterday Feelings
Falling in love: Jewel- Have a Little Faith in Me
Fight scene: Nada Surf- Armies Walk
Breaking up: Smashing Pumpkins- Bullet with Butterfly Wings
Getting back together: U2- Bullet the Blue Sky
Secret love: The Cranberries- Linger
Life's okay: The Dresden Dolls- Coin Operated Boy
Mental breakdown: Bon Jovi- Wanted Dead or Alive
Turning Point: Nada Surf- Your Legs Grow
Driving: Tristan Prettyman- Toxic(Britney Spears cover)
Learning a lesson: Bill Withers- Ain't No Sunshine
Deep thought: Jackson 5- ABC (yeah teach what's after b? uhmmmmmmmmmm -meditates-)
Flashback: Rolling Stones- Everybody Needs Somebody to Love
Partying: Spin Doctors- Little Miss Can't be Wrong
Happy dance: Nine Days- 257 Weeks
Regretting: Redd Kross- Burn Out
Long night alone: Thousand Foot Krutch- This is a Call
Death scene: Nada Surf- Blankest Year
Closing credits: Coldplay- Clocks
Extra one for good measures: Nada Surf- Do it Again
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| Pointing fingers |
[08 May 2006|01:56pm] |
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Why am I always the one to be blamed. Why is it that no matter what happens I take the fall. Why do I allow it. Why do I always make stupid little mistakes that end with huge consequences I wish I could sleep. With just her untill the world is perfect and beautiful but I can't why because I make stupid mistakes and take the stupid fall down an endless spiral one mistake after another. I can't climb out and I can't hit the bottom. This is a nightmare just wake me up and tell me it's just a dream. This thing we call life. just tell me it's a dream and that I have nothing to worry about.
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| These words |
[07 May 2006|01:11am] |
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+:Love Vs Infatuation
1. in·fat·u·a·tion ( P ) Pronunciation Key (in-fach-ooa-shn)
n.
1. A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant passion or
attraction. See Synonyms at love.
2. An object of extravagant, short-lived passion.
2. love ( P ) Pronunciation Key (luv)
n.
1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of
affection and solicitude toward a
person, such as that arising from
kinship, recognition of attractive
qualities, or a sense of underlying
oneness.
2. A feeling of intense desire and
attraction toward a
person with whom one is disposed to
make a pair; the emotion of sex and
romance.
3.
A. Sexual passion.
B. Sexual intercourse.
C. A love affair.
4. An intense emotional attachment, as for
a pet or treasured object.
5. A person who is the object of deep or
intense affection or attraction;
beloved. Often used as a term of
endearment.
6. An expression of one's affection: Send
him my love.
7.
A. A strong predilection or enthusiasm:
a love of language
B. The object of such an enthusiasm:
The outdoors is her greatest love.
This is not infatuation. This is not unreasonable and it's not short lived. This is deeper than skin deeper than bones. You're worth every scar I had to take to get this. This is so much more than an infatuation. This is love and I've never been happier.
I love you.
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| How does it feel |
[06 May 2006|12:11pm] |
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I took the free ColorQuiz.com personality test! "Intense, vital, and animated, taking a delight in ..."
Click here to read the rest of the results.
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| It's true |
[05 May 2006|03:47am] |
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Good days do exist even with their negative presence they do infact exist. That rocks. |m|
a bit of smarts
<3: -1-4=-5x = -5=-5x = -5/-5=-5x/-5 = 1=x
Edit: I think I did that right been awhile since I tool Algebra, if I messed up it's the bit at the end with the division I don't remember if you divide by the # with the same sign or if you take the opposite either way I did fairly well remembering all that
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| The smallest things count the most |
[05 May 2006|02:53am] |
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Name ten of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not to use things that someone else has already used.
{01}# 9 <3 :]
{02}The sound of a grand piano in a room that makes it so vibrant and peaceful
{03}Fireplaces
{04}Sun shining on a beautiful Spring day
{05}Family
{06}Baby birds ^.^ -wonders if they've hatched-
{07}The creek down from my house
{08}Affection
{09}That good kind of silence when you're in a room with someone and all is comfortable and peaceful
{10}Perseverance
My five people:
Seems I am the last to do this so -shrugs- for those of you (if any of you) read this and haven't done it yet feel free to do so :D I enjoyed it
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